Wow, how long has it been? Almost an entire year! Holy Shit! I suppose stating that I have changed dramatically in the last year would be a good way to start. Shit, well, where do I start?

I suppose I could say that I now realize why i used to write journals on deviantart so much in the past: I was going through one of the hardest times in my life. Although, I did go through a stage that wasn't so pleasant in the middle of last year, but for some reason, I didn't want to write about it here. And now, here I am again, but this time as a wiser, more mature, young woman.

LEt's start off by stating that I am in love. Although the one I love is not in love with me. And no, it's not Alex. Im very happy to say that I am completely over alex, but head over heels for mR. Jc Penny, actually, his real name is Mike. ANd he is so fucking hott too. I want him soooo badly. But y'all already know this. We did get a little close during the late winter/early spring time, and we did go to jr. prom, but nothing was really going right with him. SO right now, Im just letting him be, praying every night that he will come back to me. That light looks really bright so far cuz my best friend talks to him for me on myspace AND I got to hear his voice for the first time, in like, forever the day before my birthday.

I've also quit drinking. Not that I was hardcore or anything, but I was a binge drinker for a little bit, until my parents found out cuz alysia and sonia told my mom. But oh well, I have to deal with my past and move on with my life. I have decided to not drink until i've come of age...aka college. jk, i don't know when, but I don know that it wont be for a long time.

Im still playing tennis. Im playing #2 singles for the varsity team at my school this year, so I guess it would be safe to say that i've come a long way in my game. I've also won 5 trophies over the summer from various tournaments that i've played in. And the team and I are going to Fresno in a couple of weeks to play in the annual Peach Tree Classic.

I also have a job now, and am making some pretty sweet Moola. I work at Quiznos as a sandwich bitch, and I LOVE it there. I get to work with Sonia, Fabs and Erin, and a bunch of other great people. And my manager and boss are hella cool too!

I can't believe that im a senior in high school now. It seems so surreal. It's the last time I'll do anything in high school. Last night, we had our last Welcome Back Dance. That gave me an overload of memories. It was okay, not the best dance, but I looked hella hot, so that's all that matters. I don't know why, but im kinda excited for homecoming. It's a pretty fun time, and we're gonna have a HUGE party afterwards. I've also decided to help out with the float construction, so that way when I look back, I can say that I did it.

Last but not least, I colored my hair, so now, it's a really really dark brown color. I love it and so do a lot of other people. It goes really well with my hella dark tan and my blue eyes.

I think that's pretty much it! It's nice to be back and upload a new journal entry. Hopefully, i'll do it a little more often. And wish me the best with Mike! Oh, and if any of you have myspace, feel free to add me as a friend. My email is cutie_cinnamoroll@hotmail.com and my name is "welcome_2_wonderland"

Muchas Lovas,
Miss Ashley Jane